so i see you are versed in my ways
the names of my pets
my favourite classes
how i spend my time
nice that you care
you even know
where i've been
where i hope to go
and why these dreams
can draw my tears
so i have a challenge for you
tell me
since i'm sure you know
what i felt in the dark
why
i press my fingers into cutting metal strings
until they bleed
why i move the colours around
why i can't stop moving
not for a second
what brings tight anxiety to my throat
so many nights
and why do i smile when you look at me
